Letters for landen

Because 19 years will never be enough

  • I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always

    This is the first entry of the journal I was making you. I hope others find the joy in reading this that I had while writing it all down. I just wish you would have been the one reading it. I love you kiddo. To my sweet boy on your 18th birthday! I love you… Read more

  • I love you kiddo

    Landen, It’s been a while since I wrote. Life has been hard and so sad lately. I am missing you more than I could have ever imagined. Mom has been trying hard to navigate this new life without you and it is not easy for me. It has been 139 days without you and some… Read more

  • The night my soul cried

    There are many moments in a person’s life that define them, that they remember forever. It’s not just the moment they remember; they remember how they felt, how the room smelt, they remember sound of the silence and the way that the moment sort of plays back like a slow-motion movie. Sometimes these are good… Read more

  • the words no parent should have to speak

    Hello to anyone reading this, I hate that I am writing this for anyone to see. This blog is really just for me to try to learn to process the most unimaginable thing I have ever faced. I am writing this because I have lost a child. On April 1, 2026 my world as I… Read more

  • “Tu me manques”… You are missing from me

    My sweet boy, oh how I wish this was a nightmare I could wake up from. There are so many memories and so many things I always thought I had time to show you and tell you. Unfortunately, life had other plans and because of that the memories, photos and unsaid words are all I… Read more